Hey hey. It's been a while. I've been a little down and didn't want to put up a whiny post so I've been lying low. I'm tired of this. I miss feeling normal.
I'm on my way to get the "red devil." Then, it'll be infusions every two weeks. I'm nervous about the side effects. I'm nervous about losing that solid recovery week. I'm just scared in general. But my mom's here with me. David made me a good breakfast with home fries from scratch, and eggs. I got a good night's sleep (Thanks, Benadryl!) I prayed and meditated this morning. I'm as ready as I can be. Lots of people have done this before me and they're fine. I'll be fine too. I'll report back later with an update.